Bowtie, Birthday party and Mickey Mouse
To deal with a problem you have to first admit you have one. You can’t stop drinking until you admit that you are an alcoholic. It was only until my friends let me know I was in love with him that I Understood because no matter what he did it would never enough for me to let go. It made it worse when I saw his secret. I didnt have any clothes on but he was more vulnerable and naked than me. That night I saw him, Judas the one who betrayed him but yet he feels he is the only one he could love.
I can’t save him, he can only save himself, but yet untill he does he will always hurt me and those around him unintentionally and on purpose so they never have to see him that way again. Its hard to realise this as I want to take care of him BUT I JUST CAN NOT! So I leave it in the hands of those he trusts, the power within him and 1 day he will do what he needs to get back what was taken. Whether we will ever get back to where we were, I am not going to leave in my hands…
Stop running Forrest